Dying.....?

Last night's dream involved a very old friend of mine that I've never met. We've talked on the phone a few times, that's the extent of it. Anyway, I was driving up to Payson with my dad for some business thing he had to do. We stopped for food after passing an accident along the way. Well somehow I found out that it involved my friend mentioned above and this girl he is engaged to. So somehow my truck was now up there and I was driving down the same road that leads to my friend's cabin (which actually isn't in Payson) and I made it to the scene.

Both him and his fiance were on the side of the road lying under a tarp. I ran to the tarp and crawled under it and looked at her. She was just a child and I looked accusingly at him and watched her as she started to die.

Let Me Take you for a Ride

I was sitting at a round table in kind of a dining area but it was rather dark and I was reading a newspaper. A guy kept coming up to me asking if I wanted to go on a Gondola ride for ten dollars. I kept telling him no because I didn't have any cash. Finally after I watched him take someone else and he told me I could write a check instead, I decided to go.

When we went though I was not in the boat, I was behind it in the water dining on something while he kept looking back at me. Then we were back at the dining hall, but we started floating in the air through the area to another door in the back that led out to a wheat field. I had to wait for three girls to go through the door but they paused to stare at me because I was floating. I waved them on and they finally got out of the way. The field was ragged and bumpy and both of us floated above it, racing around without the boat. I started singing the Aladdin song A Whole New World. He didn't join me at first but then he started singing with gusto and we finally flew up to each other and started holding each other.

Making Progress

So my dream last night was a classic drive by shooting kind of dream where you have the same people but you move from place to place quickly. I was actually going with a guy to a few different parties and we were just friends, but obviously had spent a lot of time together. During each party I would try to get a little closer and eventually touched his back as I said something. He looked straight at me and we stared at each other for awhile. Then he kind of put his hand in mine a little.

And then my alarm went off. UGH!

Attacked by Ex's

So the first part of the dream that I remember is going to "Dwight"'s (refer to my other blog, he's my recent EX boyfriend) new apartment which oddly in the dream was just around the corner from his old one. I went to go visit him and his new roommate but while I was there, remembered why I was mad at him and they were also doing things to upset me. So I got up to leave and he grabbed my wrist and kept asking me to stay and talk about it. (rich coming from the person who dumped me by proclaiming on facebook that he was single and didn't even talk to me about it.)

The next part I was in a bathroom (I know, surprise!) with a bunch of other girls. I was taking some makeup off when another ex boyfriend pops out of a bathroom stall and grabs my arm to pull me aside. The other girls didn't even notice him there, just went about their business. He starts giving me a hug to comfort me because I'm upset and then he tries to push his face into mine to kiss me. (In real life, this guy is married.) So of course I resisted and kept turning my head away.

Really bizarre, and unfortunately my dad says that we have these kinds of dreams for the rest of our lives. *sigh*

It's Been Awhile

I know, I need to be more motivated. But last night I had a dream that I arrived at a huge old house with so many rooms. It used to be used for housing homeless girls but was now being used for a girl's camp of some sort. There were hundreds of girls coming in when I got there and the person running it took me through on a tour. All the rooms were decrepit and full of dust and filth. There were old fashioned clothes rotting in the middle of one of the rooms and she explained that it was from when it was an orphanage and they had all suddenly left, leaving everything behind to rot.

We went through many rooms and there was one I only got to glance into which looked like a huge, enclosed arena where all the girls were going and a man was talking to them about the camp. Then I was taken to the kitchen which of course was as bad as the rest of the house. She left me there to take care of it and I looked around for awhile and came near a hole in the floor that looked ready to widen more. I could see a laundry room below and then I decided to get back to work. I didn't dream much about the cleaning, I just suddenly turned around and the kitchen was brand new with gorgeous wood flooring and gleaming counters. I knew I had done the work and was so happy to see how beautiful it was.

Oh he's so cuuuuuuute!

So last night's dream was um.....interesting and really nice at the same time. I dreamed that my mother was having a baby and I was pregnant too. She went into the other room to deliver and I was standing outside of it, waiting in what could be better described as a department store. I started scanning through the scrapbooking aisle for stuff to use once I had my little girl I was pregnant with.

My brother comes out with the baby my mom just delivered, but he's holding a dixie cup full of water with a cute, tiny baby eel my mother just bore. Yeeeah, that's the "interesting" part. It was cute though, with wide eyes looking up at me. I couldn't help but pet it. But it was very nice to have such a clear vision of myself, pregnant.

Off Broadway

By just a tad anyway... I was in this big musical production as a background character. They had this really sad scene where Christ was killed (so it was almost combined with the Easter Pageant) and I was in the back acting all dramatically mournfull. And then suddenly this guy was behind me mourning with me, and holding me and such. I had no idea who it was because it wasn't scripted at all. But when the scene was over I looked at him and it was a good friend of mine in real life. He said he felt it would make the scene more dynamic if he was paired up with me in it. And then I went backstage and get handed this script and told that I'm the narrator and need to go out and start the next scene. But I hadn't memorized the part and it was several long paragraphs so I kept hoping I'd faint or something would happen where I wouldn't have to go out and do that part.